Incorporating daily Bible reading into my routine has proven to be quite a challenge. It often feels like there are always more pressing matters or simply not enough time. Once a week, I might manage to read a chapter, but during the weekdays, I find countless reasons to postpone it. However, when I set the intention to make it a daily practice, I start to sense that the Lord is guiding me on the right path.
Many times, I resolved to read regularly, only to fall off the wagon. I’d tell myself I’d start fresh on Sunday. For a while, it would go well, but eventually, I’d revert to my old habits. At one point, I began to notice the benefits that come when I genuinely try to honor this goal for the Lord. Here are a few examples:
Firstly, throughout the day, I find a thought from the Scriptures lingering in my mind. This thought influences everything I do, arranging my thoughts according to a moral framework.
Secondly, I noticed that I stopped being late. You might think that spending an extra 15 minutes reading would make me less productive, but surprisingly, I meet all my commitments. Traffic lights turn green for me, and traffic jams become less of an issue, allowing me to arrive on time.
Thirdly, I often find that I read exactly what I need at that moment. I don’t pick the passages; I simply read through chapter after chapter, yet it’s as if the verses are tailored for my current worries.
Just a few days ago, I received distressing news that left me in tears. I tried to maintain my composure in public, but privately, the tears wouldn’t stop.
One morning, as I opened my Bible, my bookmark was on the third chapter of Matthew. I read about King Herod’s decree to kill all infants under three in hopes of eliminating the baby Jesus: “Rachel weeping for her children and refusing to be comforted.” I thought to myself, "Look at the immense tragedies that exist; why am I allowing myself to feel so troubled?" I felt somewhat comforted, though by evening, sadness returned.
The next day, in the fourth chapter, I read about how the Lord was tempted by Satan. The devil offered Him all the kingdoms of the earth, but Jesus did not bow down. It reminded me that the heavenly holds greater importance than the earthly. Our time on this planet is finite; our problems will fade, and we will transition into eternity—that is what truly matters!
Today, on the third day, I read in the fifth chapter of Matthew: “Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.” It resonated perfectly with my current emotional state, and indeed, my sorrow began to lift.
These moments exemplify how thoughtfully the Lord cares for each one of us. He doesn’t force His help upon us; instead, He waits for us to turn to Him, whether we are seeking guidance, sharing our sadness, or expressing gratitude. When we pray, we are speaking to the Lord, and when we read the Gospel, He speaks to us.
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